it has begun. the end is near.

Today I started telling people that March 31 will be my last day at this agency. The first person I told was the person I work most closely with. She is pretending to be bummed and sad that I am leaving. I write 'pretending' because lately she has been a mean and nasty bitch. As a matter of fact, when she says, "Oh I'm so sad you're leaving!" and "I'm so bummed!" there is a bit of a smile there. She can't even hide it. The second person I told is my supervisor. She wasn't surprised and didn't pretend to be sad or bummed. She just told me that the list of stuff she gave me to do a couple weeks ago wasn't really her idea, it was her supervisor's and that even though I'm leaving, I should still do the stuff on the list. I started to laugh. I almost said, "fuck you." but instead I agreed to do the stuff on the list. Then I looked for the list. I lost it. So then I had to email her and ask her for the list. Ooops. I'm not off to a good start on the list. There's more to this story but I can't tell it right now. It's too long and I have this list of things to do to start working on. Once I find it.

Can you see the light at the end of the tunnel? For once I can!