i just don't get it.

My body is changing as I get old. Or is it the meds? I'm going off the Strattera. I am having some problems with side effects. They have to do with poop and sex so I won't bore you with details. Except about the poop. I just don't do it. It's not that my body has stopped making poop. Because when I do poop it's crazy. And now, when I have to poop I don't feel like I used to feel. Now when I have to poop I feel like I'm going to throw up. I hate feeling nauseous. It sucks. And now I get to feel nauseous every couple days all because I have to poop. This started when the no pooping started so hopefully it will go away when I go off Strattera.

I went to Grand Rapids for birthday party fun this weekend. It was great to see everyone. I didn't even drink myself stupid, which was good because there were church people there. Joanna's and Erica's brother, Bryan, showed up with his girlfriend. It was really good to see them. Bryan started telling his girlfriend stories about stupid shit we did while drunk. Great. She was a good sport and laughed at our retarded stories. It's kind of embarrassing that I did these things when I was an adult and not when I was in high school or something. I like to say it's because I'm so fun, not because I'm an immature asshole.

Yesterday Jesse and I went to P.F. Chang's for lunch. It was so yummy! We ended up going to the one at Somerset which is always interesting. I hate everyone there. Jesse said that now that I have a rock on my finger we fit in. Um. He said it was a compliment but I punched him in the face anyway. I never want to fit in at Somerset! Unless of course I do realize my dream of becoming a trophy wife. Or a truck driver.

Chicken Little is here so I have to go meet with her. There was a little boy at the birthday party that looked like Chicken Little from American Idol, not Chicken Little my supervisor.