things i want to do.

Learn how to crochet.
Make a mini-golf hole out of popsicle sticks.
Frame the flaming cock artwork.
Sleep for 8 hours in a row.
Tell my supervisor to go away.
Take cake decorating class.
Exercise more than once a month.
Say "hi Wiki" to Wiki Gonzalez. I love his name.

All these things to do. And what am I doing tonight, for the second night in a row?? I'm sitting in front of the tv watching the Tigers play the Mariners with my little scorebook. The good thing is I am getting much better at scoring. Jesse hasn't been around to help me and I think that has actually been more helpful since I have to figure it out myself.

Today I decided to increase the dose of Ritalin I take. I made an appointment to see my doctor next week but decided to not wait to see her. I've just been feeling so out of it lately. The other night I realized the medication isn't working anymore when I had decided it would be a good idea to leave. Just move to a new city and start over all by myself. That was the old way I did things. Dump the boyfriend and take off. But I don't want to do that anymore. I love Jesse. I like my life, even though all I do is bitch, bitch, bitch. Maybe if I can focus on my list of things to do then I won't be so pissy all the time.

Yeah. We'll see how long this lasts.