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After a minor meltdown tonight I took some methylphenidate and am feeling much better. I hate being an addict. But I am happy that I have a pill to take when I am feeling so anxious and overwhelmed that I can't catch my breath.

Jesse's friends from Europe are coming to visit on Thursday. I believe they are staying until Tuesday. It will be fun to have them here and get to know them. I hope they don't give a shit that I'm a terrible host!

Having the same class two nights each week is sucking. There's all this reading that I have to do but don't feel like it. Tonight I told Jesse that I have a bunch of homework to do and he said he would take care of the cleaning. I guess I better do my homework.