playing house.

If all goes well with Jesse's job, I'll be quitting my job next year to attend school full time (fall of 2006). This weekend I think I got a little glimpse of what life might be like. I cooked twice...and not just instant macaroni and cheese...and did homework/work most of yesterday. What I realized is that it is really scary to think about not having a paying job. I've had a paying job since I was 16 years old. Sometimes it was just part-time, but it was still an income. I know I'll be busy with school but it will still be different. Nothing is set in stone yet so I still have time to change my mind. And September 2006 is a long way off so lots can change. Maybe I will find my dream job in Detroit and will want to work and go to school part-time. I just hate not knowing. I must be having a good day. Most days I'm ready to quit my job now and stay home and watch Law and Order all day every day for the rest of my life.